Yes the title concludes everything but not the whole story.

I pengsan in our house's toilet few months ago when we were just got married I think around 2 months macamtu. And that was my first time ever to experience how pengsan is! 

So cerita ni macam sedih sikit, cuak sikit, kelakar sikit. 

On a Saturday, Aghis had his Taekwando match and we left so early in the morning cz it took around 1 hour jugak nak sampai to the event venue. We did have our brunch and I decided not to eat the rice so I just got myself a roti bom even that small roti bom, I couldnt finish. Just didnt feel like eating. But I felt good je cheer lead dia. jerit2 support him terkinja2 record his video and all, Okay je. 

After the whole day event, finally after maghrib we made our move back to KL. First 5 minutes in the car, I suddenly felt not right so I took out my tudung, tilt the seat and just laid down with one hand on my forehead another hand on my tummy. I was not sure tang mana yang tak kena nya perut ke kepala haha. Then I told Aghis I m not feeling well. ' Kenapa?' ' I dont know b, feel like vomitting '. ' Ha? nak muntah ke ? ' ' Tahla, I nak tido jap kot'.

Then I got pissed off because I think he did not drive well that the car was so bumpy on the road ' can u please drive elok2 tak, U buat I lagi pening ni' Then he blamed the road and so on la. I then standby the LXC Hijab's bag, in case I need to vomit, and I ..did. Decided not to stop anywhere cz I just wanted to be home A.S.A.P ! Long to short, I vomited 4 times in the plastic bag till we reached our house. 

Our residence ' car park : I walked like zombie to the lobby, while waiting for Aghis as the access card was with him yang aku pun taktau apa lama sangat dia nak lock the car, I vomited again yup in front of the lobby entrance. In the lift, I could just squat down, did not bother if anyone was watching, I felt like I was dying I macam tu sekali. 

Finally, reached our house: Another vomit when he was opening the gate this time hijau dah keluar dah means nothing left already!  I straightly went to the bathroom aimed on the toilet bowl and then...... then I fainted, lying on the bathroom floor. Honestly, I did not really know what is that cz yes I had no energy to wake up to get back to conscious, everything! I could not. But I could still hear what was happening around me. I heard Aghis was calling my name plenty tmes. I wanted to answer but it just didnt come out to my voice. Then he pushed the toilet door ( luckily I did not lock cz in rush kan ) and saw me. Drama started. 

' Baby? babyyy you kenapa baby' then he put me on his lap ' baby baby please wake up  ya allahhh' then he cried like meraung punya nangis tau. I swear I heard you sayang and I wanted to respond but I just couldnt. Then he went out idk what he was thinking then he came in back and brought me to the bed, while cryin, non stop. I felt that I could still move a bit now I think I was not totally fainted I could still move a bit, open my eyes bit better la than tadi  in toilet tu . He put some pillows on my leg to make them higher, then he went to kitchen. Next, I heard bunyi macam orang buat air tu ting keting keting godak air dalam cup. I was like dalam hati eh dia ni biar betul sempat buat air ke macam mana haha aku macam dah nak mati rasanya ni. Then dia angkat I, and gave me the drink. Bapak masinnnnn gilaaaa hahahahahah aku macam tersegar sekejap hahaha. K lepas tu, he said he gonna take me to the hospital. ALhamdlillah tho he was crying badly he could still has the sense on what to do,get my purse especially IC, shoes and what else but guess what he forgot. My tudung! hadoiii haha tu penting wahai suami2 di luar sana aurat still kena jaga. He put his sweater on me tutup rambut pakai hood. boleh la b okayla xpe la. Before we stepped out from the house I vomit again and Aghis became worst. ' Baby pleaseeee what s wrongg withh uuu .. u sakit kat mana bgtau iiiii ya allah tolonglah Ya Allahh' then he hugged me crying. I understand his situation. He was sad but he had to get into his sense but at the same time he could not control the frustration I think he started to think on the worst case scenario already. 

So dia papah I sampai bawah ke carpark tadi.  Tetiba lagi, kereta tak boleh start. And he called his mom that was in Shah Alam to come over and I honestly not sure what was his plan. Then after few minutes the car was okay, I heard he told his mom that we are going to Hospital Shah Alam. Dalam hati I , Ya Allah jauh gila nak sampai wea aahaha. Columbia Hospital is justtt bawah rumah kitorang ni but he forgot that I had a medical card. My stomach was paining so so much I couldnt explain the painful and Aris could just not stop crying, calm, sambung nangis then stress kejap sebab jalan jammed then calm balik untilll finally we reach hospital, emergency entrance then I heard my father in law called me. I heard him but I didnt respond. God knows who helped me to get on the wheel chair, then someone did something to my chest to conscious me idk but I still did not, so zzuppp straightly... to ..emergency..My mother in law was with me they put me on the bed, bla3 procedures semua bla3 last2 after dripping, tadaaa I was then get back to normal after few hours. 

My MIL went out, Aghis entered. I took his hand, smiled and told him . ' Sayang, I'm okay la '  he put his arm on the bed, sambung nangis. ' Baby please, I tak boleh la ' then instead of sympathy or touched to see him that way, I laughed hahahah ' Apesal sooooo farrr that u brought meeee heree  sampai Shah Alammm haha then I nagged this la that la laughed at him for crying la baby la semua. He then said ' You ni eak. tadi yang you sakit bagai nak rak dua jam tu je yang mulut you tu diam tau. '

END.


So much lesson learnt from what has happened, I appreciate him more each time I see him especially when he isnt looking, it s something that I cant describe and I hope he feels the same on me. 

I felt funny whenever I think back on how bad Aris cried but each time I think again, and I always make fun of this to him laughed at him but sometimes it can brought me to tears as I dont need any more proof to prove loves sometimes you just feel it, prove? what else prove do I need?. The next day I went to my monthly usrah session and you know what was the topic? so much kebetulan. ' Sakit dan dugaan itu penghapus dosa' Ha bab topic usrah niii best tau rungkaian dia nanti I share in another session okay.. 
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Best Regards, 
your wife.